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Close to Nowhere By Linda Jones Thank you First,
I need to say “Thank You” for all the love, prayers, concern and
support while I was out of circulation and now that I’m back. I’m
really touched! It was really strange being off
work and either at the hospital or at home. I haven’t been a patient
since I was 26. I have been a caregiver, it seems like, most of my
life. When I was a teenager, my mom was in and out of the hospital.
After I married, Pop’s grandmother and aunt were both in poor health
and I ferried back and forth to doctors and hospitals. Pop’s mom
developed several illnesses and I added her to the doctors and
hospitals, along with Pop’s younger brother John Paul, who developed
chronic digestive problems. For years now, Pop and our son Kris have had health problems – Pop’s pretty serious. So, I’m used to being a caregiver. That’s a role I’ve been comfortable with – exhausted sometimes – but familiar. It’s
been weird being on the receiving end. Kinda scary at first, but nice,
really, really nice. All the nurses in the hospital were fantastic. The
CNAs were priceless. Ty, a CNA from Holly Springs, was so cheerful and
enthusiastic that it was impossible to wallow in misery. Her hugs and
boundless energy just had to make you feel better! Being
at home and “helpless” was a new experience also. It was pretty cool
for a couple days, but as I got better, boy, it was boring! I couldn’t
really do anything that I always want to stay home and do. It was
pretty near impossible to sit up long enough and bend over enough to
sew! I couldn’t go to work and be with my work family, whom I really missed. Can’t, can’t, can’t got old quickly. The
first couple days back at work were exhausting. But my work family
threw me a welcome back lunch and they’re going over and above to make
sure that I don’t get too tired. I’m not 100
percent yet, but I’m headed there. And being on the receiving end of
caregiving has really opened my eyes. Being the patient is not nearly
as much fun as you’d think. I’ve learned a lot from the experience and
hopefully it’ll be a long time before I have to repeat it! God bless you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart!
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